Today is the most miserable day of our relationship..
my eyes hurt so much..
have we really changed?
words.... they can be so hurting.....

maybe this is my punishment...for everything..


are there people who are real?
is there anyone that i can believe in anymore..
suddenly i feel that i got no one to depend on or rely onto..
friends? family?

 

Nothing stays forever
people come  and go ,in and out of your life

today you may think they understand you,
the next day they might totally not.
One day ,you can be very good friends
the next day, enemies you might not know
he/she could be someone u love so much now,
the next moment someone you hate
Your present now,
could be a past tense tommorow
You could be the strongest at the moment
but later the weakest

life.is.so.unpredictable
even there might be somone be it(family,friends,boyfriend)
but you feel like no one

i wana find serenity


 

my sexy boy hahahaha: D






Hehehehehhehehe these few days have been on skype with shao yan! : D

that guy is so silly!
so cutee:D

seeing your face and talking to you makes my day happy ^^
always looking forward to you being online and me telling you how my day went and seeing your cute lil face : D
hes really the most silliest silliest guy ever
(:

love u baby,i'll be waiting for u to be online!


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My parents and my youngest sister..
went to KL for holidays
now me and my other sis are all alone..
we have to do all out laundry and housework ALL BY OURSELVES!
sigh need to do the laundry later : (
went grocery shopping just now with my sister (Y)
bought lots of things that will last us for the week!
lol i feel sucha failure ahaha
i cant cook!!
and my sis cooks better than me >.<
and later she will be cooking
hehe shao yan do you regret ? lool i cant cook eh
hahahhaha
spend a total of 26 for the whole week split among me and my sis
yes we will survive!!! : D


 

see all my pimples??!!
its due to stress and the midnight slogging to complete my pile of work!!



yesterday was the last day of the school term..
had DFM plug presentation
Alas, all the work me and elaine did for the past two days before presentation paid off!!
was so happy we completed the project!
my best project partner! :D



TA DAH! our plugg..!
hmmm but still we dint really went into detail so yeah thats why we faced some critques from our teacher that day..
Heard from pauline that me,elaine,shirley and her might have a chance of going to taiwan..
really want to go overseas!
i wana learn as much as i can..
most importantly i wana improve on my drawing concept sketching skills,explore on forms
 as well as rihno rendering soft wares..
hope we really can be given the chance....
women idustrial designers are not many in this field
sigh so it means, it will be hard for us????


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went out to dinner with jasmine weili barry and reynold..
had an awesome time with them!
dined at xin wang hong kong cafe where as usual i has my favourite sweet and sour chicken chop spagetti
and my favourite tim sum HAR KAW! LOVE IT TTM!
i wana eat xiao long baooo!! actually, mr leong booked a table at holland V to have a dimsum buffet
 but we were on waiting list so we let it a pass

and guess what?! THERE WAS ACTUALLY A TABLE FOR US! because someone stood up
but anyway, we were already at xin wang's
we had really a great time chit chatting
about random topics,
we were so into our conversations every minute,
we couldnt stop talking!
topics from all the way from year one and talking about the lecturers
and also guy- girl stuff

hmm heard sth about you that made me feel uneasy all over again
i told you before,
i dont like to be the other possible choice when you got no other chances
i dont like and i'll feel very bad about myself

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and then when i went home i felt all alone again
but so dead tired i couldnt think about anything else
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and today is saturday
stayed at home the whole day..
was pratically lazy to get myself out of the house
and i dint NOTHING!!?!!

WTH
must buck up already nessya lee
monday is DFM test
sigh and quarrelled with my mom again : (
this time the quarrel was quite fierce
but again, i know my mommy loves me (: